No matter what we seek—success, security, belonging, enlightenment—at the core of it all is a longing for love. Not just any love, but an unconditional embrace that tells us, You are enough. You are whole. You are held in the vastness of existence itself.
From the moment we are born, we learn to search. We search for approval, for validation, for the right relationship, the perfect path, the ultimate truth. We chase after achievements, experiences, and even spiritual awakening, hoping that something out there will finally fill the quiet ache within.
But what if the longing itself is not wrong? What if it is simply the echo of a deeper truth—the truth that love is already here, waiting to be recognized? The problem is not the search itself, but the belief that what we seek is outside of us, just beyond reach, requiring effort or worthiness to attain.
Unconditional love is not something we earn or find—it is the fabric of existence itself. It does not ask for perfection, nor does it demand we be anyone other than who we are in this very moment. It holds our flaws, our fears, our wounds, and even our searching with the same vast embrace.
When we stop searching for love out there and begin to turn toward the longing itself, we may discover that love was never missing. It was simply veiled by the mind’s endless seeking. Love is not a destination, but the ground upon which all seeking takes place.
And when we truly see this—when we allow ourselves to rest in that embrace—perhaps the search is over, and life itself becomes the expression of the love we once sought.
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If you could just follow love’s quiet voice As it whispers through the noise It would show you the way Don’t imagine it’s not there It’s there, you just cant hear it yet. ---------------------- A closed door Lets in very little light The same is true With a closed mind. ----------------------- Many want their spirituality To be shiny and bright And all high vibration And are very disappointed When they come face to face With darkness and shadows And the density of the swamp. ------------------------- I stopped trying to change myself And started loving myself instead In that love change happened naturally All I had to do was keeping loving whatever arose. -------------------------- Open your heart To your own suffering And in that opening Grace will brush its feather Upon your teary cheek We diminish grief As though it were a problem But really it is a doorway To our beauty And humanity. -------------------------- Carry all your burdens with grace As though tending to them with great love And those very burdens Will feed you in hidden ways. -------------------------- I saw a crack in the veil There was a light shining through Like a million suns Inside that light I saw a beauty I had never seen I followed that incandescent beauty Until it dissolved into me The light is always trying break through. --------------------------- Become so wide open You have no point of view Yet see everything. ------------------------- Can you tell me who you are I think you cannot For you are the mystery Cloaked in form And all attempts at description Ultimately fall short And you will fall into silence But that silence Will tell me you who are.
A few places left for the upcoming free poetry reading event:
Special Free Event with Kavi (and Amoda Maa),
“Poems of Grace” Friday, FEBRUARY 7th, 2025
We are going to run out of (virtual) seats, so if you want to join, please do it soon. It’s proving popular!
Thanks for reading.
Kavi, thank you. You articulate so beautifully what this ego knows. And now my inquiry is how to call the search off. I am the one with my answer.
Lovely. These poems so speak to where I find myself in this moment… no pun intended. 💜